Walking Alone in the Darkness- Sentimental life

*Before you continue reading ; May sure you have read the other posts because this is a continuation of Walking Alone in the Darkness

Third Stage: "I was 11 year old when I had my first boyfriend, who promise that will care about me and will always be there. Who said he loves me more than anything, but he sheet on me. After that I had 5 boyfriends at the same time and I used to change boyfriends every months or by weeks. I used to go to a pool every Sunday and kiss boys that I never met in my life. Boys that I will only see ones and not see them again."




Having no body who show love to me I decided to find love in boys. I was just a little girl when for the fist time I start to love someone. His name is Enrique (I still remember his name) he was tall, white skin, dark hair and beautiful green eyes. We used to go to the same school and we were in the same class room, in 2nd grade. I fall in love with him little by little, every time I look at him my heart would  start beating fast. I never pay attention to the teacher in the class because I was always looking at him. One day the teacher called me to the board and said for me to write and say the alphabet words. Which I couldn't say in that moment because I was nervous. I didn't past the grade so I had to stayed behind because of obsession that I have with that boy.

After that I grow up liking the cutest boys ever which will never look at me because they tough I was too ugly to be their girlfriend. Tire of always listening to other saying that I was ugly, I decided to do something that they will like. When I was 11 years old I start to dress up like if I was 18 years old. I will wear sexy dresses, short skirts , and any tight cloths that I will find in my aunt's closet. I acted like my other friends will act so that way I will get to have a boyfriend. After I start to do that finally someone was interesting in me. Of course not because of my beauty but for what I had to show them. 

I met my first boyfriend in a pool that my friends and I used to go every Sundays "Our Sunday's services" to meet new guys. What we used to do was to kiss any boy that we found was cute. We will spend the whole afternoon with him , kissing and hugging him and after that we will not see him never in our lives. Only two time I got to see again two of those boys and they didn't remember who I was. My ex boyfriend was the life saver of the pool, he use to look at me kissing other boys and that's how he got interest in me. 

One day he called me and said to me, "I will love to be your boyfriend so that way you would not have to come here every Sundays and kiss boys that you don't even know them, I will take care of you and give you the love you need.Let me be your boyfriend! " I said yes to him because it was the first time that someone had ask me out. I even didn't know that guy (And I still don't know him). We were boyfriends for 2 weeks , he cheat on me!. 

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