Walking Alone in the Darkness - My birth

* This is the continuation of the last post "Walking Alone in the Darkness" if you haven't read the first post you can read it here Walking Alone in the Darkness and come back to read this one.

First Stage: "I was in my mother’s belly when for the first time I was going to die. Someone from my mother’s family told my mother to abort me. When I was 2 years old I was separated from my mother and I started to hate my mother and father."



"I was born on March 2, 1995 in Santo Domingo, Dominican Republic. When my mother knew that she was pregnant of me, she was happy but at the same time scares. She was only 16 years old (I think) when she got pregnant, and my father was also a teenager who didn't know anything about being responsible. My mother didn't tell anyone in the family that she was pregnant. She uses to cover her belly with a plate, so no one can see that she was pregnant. But her idea didn't last, because one member of her family realized she was pregnant.

After that, she received a lot of negative comments from her family such as; "You should abort that baby! Don't you see that you are alone; your boyfriend will not be with you! He doesn't want that baby!” One of her ants tries to convince her to do an abortion, but my mother didn't want to do it. She felt like someone was telling her not to do it; she went against everyone and had me.

I was a healthy baby, didn't have any health problems. I was the happiest baby ever until my mother move to the United States for a better life opportunity, leaving me with my great-grandmother and my grandmother. I was only 2 years old when saw my mother for the last time, after she left I never saw her again (Until I turn 15 years old I came to live here with her). 



I didn't see my father every day as I wanted it because he lived far away from where I used to live. I start to grow up without my parents, without someone who cares about me. I was only 5 years old, when I had in my mind thoughts of killing my parents one day or tell them in their face how much I used to hate them. Life wasn't important for me because when you don't have your parents near you, you feel lonely. "



That's it for today! Next week I will post about the second stage! Don't miss it and if you like it why not sharing it with other?